LIFE

Well I have certainly not been here for a very long time. I am still getting views from many months and years ago.

I  am struggling with life again and thought by journaling my views I could get some feedback and also sort out some of my own feelings.

1. Because everyone does it doesn't mean it's right. Remember hearing that as a child or teenager.
I do. It was something said to me and also I said the same to my kids many times through out there child and teen years.

2. Everyone has there time on earth and when it is up your gone. Something I believe, I pray to GOD when someone is struggling to live, but I always feel, GOD knows when he will take us and if it is his time for you to go we need to pray for a peaceful crossing and pray for acceptence for the families who are facing this loss.

3. Many of those I love are more than half way to the statistical life span.

Now I have been struggling with arthritis for many years, my fat belly since I traded cigerettes for sugar, my weight is still thirty five pounds over what I feel my ideal weight should be.
I walk, lift weights, eat losts of veggies, some fat, more protein than most and little carbs.

I go to events with my peers and watch and sometimes participate in eat feasts that must put at least 2000 calories in our bodies in a meal, the whole day has to be a month of calories.

I have learned that certain foods make me feel better, and certain foods make me feel awful.

I have also been reminded this week that life is precious.

And that many of my friends have a terrible disease, a disease that helped killed my sister, a disease that almost killed my friend. A disease that I know the symptoms of, and ignored those symptoms to excuse them as depression, stress, ect.

So in the next few weeks I hope to keep up this blog, I hope to write somethings I learn, I hope to give a little food advice, a little life advice, a little spritual advice. What I am not going to do anymore is watch YOU kill yourself.

So if I see you doing harm I will call you out. That is the only way I know to change this downward spiral we are all on.

Life is a process, we should be growing, giving, living. What I see is stagnation.


So join me in this journey or decide I am not worth the time, what ever YOU decide is fine, but me I am moving on up, I hope you climb with me.

Praying that all of you wake up today.